The HyperTexts
Bob Zisk: Unleashed
This is a recurring column in which Bob Zisk publishes poems by poets who
appeal to him, and will no doubt appeal to many readers as well, along with
poems of his own creation.
August 2026:
This month we feature poems by Dan Reardon, a Dublin-based Irish poet, and
Bob Zisk, a peripatetic poet – perhaps a wanderer in the spiritual landscapes
of New Mexico. Dan is a well-known poet, playwright and actor. Bob hosts this
THT feature, Bob Zisk Unleashed.
Dan’s poem reminded me of the journeys of
Brunellus in Speculum Stultorum, but Dan’s Caliban seems to partake more of
good-natured whimsy than does Brunellus, the wandering donkey.
Bob’s poems
arise out of a personal and recent loss. Ἄορνος was first published in
The New
Stylus. Among Sorrow’s Flowers, the tenth section of the sequence,
Pomegranate
Seeds: For my Beloved Chamchun, was accepted by The Lyric as a freestanding
sonnet.
Hopefully these poets and their poems will endear themselves to the
audience of THT readers.
CALIBAN ON MANHATTAN
Caliban staggered Frank O’Hara on
A sweltering hot night in
Manhattan.
He’d been rootling the woods in Central Park
Scratching round
the shores of the murky lake
In search of dinner. He was ravenous
From
his travels through centuries and stars.
When Old Prospero, his Master,
returned
To Naples and Milan, he’d left behind
Two magic spells, the
first for Ariel,
Freeing him from servitude on the isle,
Letting him fly
back to the elements,
Planets and galaxies. The other meant
For Caliban
but they both got so mixed,
Ariel it was, stuck fast to the rocks
And
brine pits of the isle, while Caliban
Was spirited away over the moon
To
this other island full of noises
Called Manhattan in the 1960s.
Our hero overturned a rubbish bin
That stank of fish and greedily dug in
To a feast of discarded fins and shells.
A man in blue came dashing down
the hill
Shouting “Hey You!” and waving a pistol.
Caliban sprang; the
cop said, “What the hell!?”
And watched this rough beast dive into the lake
And claw through the slimy clumps of reeds, break
Out to the night and a
nest full of eggs
On the far shore. The moorhens were agog,
Cackling and
flapping as Caliban scoffed
The lot, shells and all. “Hagseed Hence!” the
cop
Shouted and Caliban bounded out of
The Park, splashed through a
fountain and down Fifth
Avenue. At the Church of Saint Thomas
On Fifty
Third he careened right and bashed
Into the
beautiful Frank O’Hara
Who’d been writing his poems in MOMA
After
wrapping up museum matters.
The poet, astonished by this creature
Pouncing on top of him, stinking of fish,
Dripping wet and mud streaked
with only this
Filthy pair of pantaloons; O’Hara
Started to laugh flat
out on the floor a
Great guffaw, “Who are you!?” he cried “Or What!?”
Frank was howling, “Caliban I am, got
From Sycorax” O’Hara shrieked, “Oh
Wow!
Oh Wow!” and Caliban barked “Bow Wow! Bow
Wow!” They both jumped up
hugging and singing
“Hi Day, Hey Day” “Caliban, let me bring
You to the
quick freshes and show you all
The qualities of this magical isle
Of
Manhattan. Let me bring you to where
My Brave Gods drink celestial liquor.
You shall have fresh fish and berries to eat
And we will sing sweet airs
that give delight,
Put fine garments on you and we’ll stroke you
And
make much of you. We’ll be so jocund.
Will you go with me?” the poet
pleaded,
“Aye” said Caliban, “I will.” Then they streeled
Down the
street, arms entwined, hailed a taxi
And bundled themselves into the back
seat
In a ball of laughs and kisses. They flew,
Scudding through traffic
on Fifth Avenue,
Holding tight, riding this vehicular
Yellow barracuda
to the Cedar
Tavern, wherein Willem de Kooning, Allen
Ginsberg, John
Ashbery, Ken Koch, Boyfriend
Larry Rivers and Girlfriend Barbara Guest
Were all convened – The Tribe. Caliban thought
“How beauteous mankind is,
how merry
And marvellous, how happy will I be
Carousing in this Tavern called Cedar,
With not a
tree in sight, as jocular
A crowd as ever I encountered.”
And they did
make much of him, gave him food
And drink. O’Hara read his poetry,
They
cheered and clapped. Caliban, so happy
He bounced on tabletops danced with
Allen
Ginsberg who kissed him quite lavishly, then
Larry Rivers was
painting his likeness,
O’Hara pianoed sweet music as
Everyone joined
hands, dancing and roaring
Out songs, then finally in heaps, collapsing
Hysterically. When Caliban began
To cry, they all went worried, laid upon
Him consoling caresses. He tried to say
His tears were joyous, his weeping
jolly.
He wished he could tell how much he loved them,
How he hoped he’d
never have to leave them,
How this clamorous tavern called Cedar
Was the
place he longed to live forever.
But his sobs stopped his words. O’Hara
said,
“Sweet Caliban, you pine for your island,
Is that why you’re
crying? It’s too crazy
Here. Greenwich Village in 1960,
Not your scene,
I sympathise.” Caliban
Shook his matted locks, “No! No! Manhattan
Is my
island now.” He gasped, “I love you!”
They all rose up, gave huge hoorays
and threw
Their arms around their new friend, Caliban.
“We love you too
Baby!” and they began
To dance and sing again and to rejoice
Beyond a
Common Joy, on this wondrous
Night in New York.
But the Cedar Tavern
Must close, every revelling must end.
These poets and painters have work to
do,
Soon the Sun will rise from one River, go
Clear across the island to
the other
Mightier River, shining West over
The vast land of America to
glow
For all the beings of this Brave New World.
Caliban was
happy he had spotted
The Two Rivers, took note of the wooded
Central
Park, the lakes where he would forage.
He remembered the fountain and the
Church
Where he first crashed into Frank O’Hara.
He was sure of his
welcome at the Bar
Of the Cedar. He would listen and learn
From these
poets and painters, the women
And men who conducted this New York School.
Caliban was eager to set his sail
On courageous ventures, bold voyages
Throughout the canyons and the lofty crags
Of this gigantic Metropolis.
“Yes”
Said Caliban, “Here will I build my nest,
Here will I spin my
tales of the city
By exciteful night and wide-open day.
I’ll sing loud
songs with O’Hara my friend,
My poet and protector, greater than
Old Prospero. For Frank weaves his magic
With words, the poems he makes, his cool music.”
Caliban, at the Point of the
Island,
Looked out on the sparkling harbour. The sun
Hot on his skin.
The waves alive with ships
And hooting ferries. Behind him horns beeped
From squadrons of buses and cars. People
Everywhere swarming all around
him. Still
He felt cocooned in a curious quiet
In the midst of this
thundering tumult.
And though battered by twangling multitudes,
He
luxuriated in his solitude,
He was the most alone he’d ever been.
He
marvelled, in this city of millions,
How he could be so at peace, as if
rapt
In a safe comforting blanket, so soft.
Caliban
sighed, he smiled up at the sun,
Whispered prayers to Setebos, turned for
home.
Ἄορνος
Dear Love, on these cold nights, when
the fine snow
Rests lightly on dark, frozen soil, Sleep tugs
My body,
stretched beside you in your round-trip
Through the dark pathways of the
Birdless Lands.
Under the starry baldachin of darkness
Your
breasts, wrapped in a pleated quilt, rise up,
Then sink — another
trailhead to Love's Mountain
And its inviolate snowfields as deep
As Time.
When, in enveloping deliria
Of dreams, in soft
incursions of caressing
Time, on the sinuous shores of our Hearts' Lake,
I count the ebb and flow of breath and life,
And you stir in a moment of
deep breath:
I wonder where you are, in asphodel
Or aconite, or maybe,
next to springs
Bubbling up among tall, whispering poplars
At the secret
convergence of cessation
And birth.
When Luna, in her frosty sleigh,
Cuts through the frozen sky, and her She-Bear
Pants her breath across the
Milky Way,
I stir in twilight sleep and waning Night,
And ponder, in the
tremors of my heart,
If we will wake to rose-lipped Dawn's first kiss,
Or will you take another turn through darkness,
And pass beneath the Lake
of Falling Birds?
Pomegranate Seeds: For my Beloved
Chamchun
One Way Passage
I cannot find a raincheck for my Love.
Here, at the edge of Styx, a cypress grove
Gives up its swift
Phoenician bark to carry
Her far from me, on what must be
death's ferry,
And tall, slender columns, evergreen,
Murmur darkly,
erasing what has been
Only a feathery drop of vacant light
Stirred by
beating wings of the black swans' flight.
II
Damask at Dusk: For
Chamchun
Twilight: jacquard skies cover us
In dryness and
dusk's promises.
Spring's robins almost fill my hand,
And caterpillars
stripe the sand.
Come and sit with me an hour,
Love: kiss me where
saguaros flower
And sweeten night with rich perfumes:
When the lone
cougar whines its tunes,
Let us sip ambrosial moonlight,
And breathe the
breath of shadowy night,
Where the moist, nocturnal flowers
Of twilight
scent thorned cactus bowers,
And we, in the
saguaro's embrace,
Nest in its arms, in
spine-filled grace.
III
Lago del Cor
No Pilot of the
Galilean Lake
Has steered his bark, as birth's waters brake
Upon our
boat's curved prow. Now dirt and stone
Tug at your feet. And I must walk
alone,
For vacant earth shall echo you are gone.
Dear, will we meet
in the Cradle of the Sun,
Where day and night and birth and death conjoin?
Our years have fled with all we cherished here,
With all the tenderness we
have held dear.
And all the love that we were wont to pledge
Must swirl
in harmattans at the grave's edge.
IV
Aubade: Separation
In my heart bright stars flash and spark,
Then pull away from me.
Silver, silent, now they mark
The urgent break of day.
The night
wears on and I wear out.
The sky and fleeting stars
Whisper separation
and doubt
Across my heart's gray shores.
What lovelorn embers throb
in my breast?
What weave of Tyre is torn
From Venus rising at cockcrow's
behest?
Night's spent. Soon comes the dawn.
Day must break, and
lovers part,
For night's embrace is done:
Let your absence fill my
heart,
Let dark give way to dawn.
In the distance I see the rose
Of morning announce the sun.
Before the gold flames of sunrise
I see the
quickening dawn.
V
Nepenthe, Grief, Wounded Love
I
never knew that silence could be so loud,
Rumbling through my ears like a
dark rain cloud.
Today I saw a slender robin on that fence
Near our
table, the table where a young
Bird once fell from the warm nest,
Not
old enough to fly or chirp in song.
This visitor in time of mourning
stirred
Memories of that other little bird
That struggled to flap its
fledgling wings
Under the shaggy olive's yellow flower,
Where
swallowtails dance, the sparrow sings,
And morning glories spread in a blue
bower.
Ah, love, do I hear you on the Spring breeze?
Will you rub
and shake the long ash tree's
Pollen from your strands of fine black hair?
Will we watch the golden dusted honey bees
Sucking away with not a care,
As sunlight pixelates through the green leaves?
VI
The Soul's
Vapor
You are gone, but why do I feel your presence?
Our yard's
become the country of the Wounded King.
That is because cold earth
Lacks
your gentleness,
For here I see you in quick, misty light,
A moonlit
beam that floats in the cool evening.
Why do you avoid my touch?
Why do
I grasp blank air?
Dear heart, I cannot kiss your empty vapor
Or
touch your momentary streaks of light.
Yet you remain in our past,
In now, in yet to be.
VII
Chamchun's Spring Journey
Death, you are a mighty god. You have laid
Me low and struck my beloved
mistress dead.
It was late on a Sunday afternoon.
Light was failing. You
called her from the room.
I think she knew you waited in the hall.
I
kissed her mouth. I tried to breathe her soul.
It was an end, a lonely,
bitter day.
You would not wait: you stole her breath away.
VIII
Memories of Holy Ghost
Sitting here at the edge of Holy Ghost
I
ache for all whom I have known and lost—
Lovers, friends, dogs who've
flopped across my knees:
Lovely as sunlight on lean aspen trees,
They
have warmed me, they have nourished me,
Washed me in the green leaf of
memory,
So that now, on the rocks of Holy Ghost,
I sit awhile with them
whom I had lost.
IX
Desert Moon
New Mexico, you've filled
my mouth with sands
Of bitterness, and crushed my heart with stones.
I
reach for her sweet flesh with outstretched hands,
But cling only to
discordant groans.
I hear the sharp-toothed April wind's sad moans,
The
rasping doggerel of the dark crows,
And all the bare trees rattling their
bent bones
Across a vastness where the sharp-thorned cholla grows.
My
life is stumbling not far from its close:
Stinging brambles of moist,
grievous heartbreak
Scourge me in the rich green of the Spring rose,
Our
rose that bleeds fine attar of death's ache,
Where I stand in
the last rays of daylight,
Dreaming that you will come for me
tonight.
X
Among Sorrow's Flowers
Today, as I am looking
at our flowers,
All planted in the weeks before you left,
I'll make
cause with this little skink who cowers
Where I, wrapped in mourning weeds,
stand, bereft
Of the morning star and the night-fast moon.
Forlorn, in a
deep trench of loneliness,
I ache, lacerated by grief's wound,
Smothered
in cerements of leaden loss:
But I'll not reach for some new epithet
Or
other glittering spark of craft or art.
For there is just finality, and
death,
Who needs no new trope to kindle my heart.
Perhaps,
like my small lizard, bronze and lean,
I 'll find a twig to
peel off sorrow's skin.
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July 2026:
Aes Triplex
Triple Bronze
Illi robur et aes triplex
circa
pectus erat, qui fragilem truci
commisit pelago ratem
primus...
Around his breast he who first committed his fragile bark to the wild
sea was gird in oak and triple bronze... (Horace Carmina 1.3)
For this
issue we are presenting brief selections from the work of three poets:
Patricia Falanga, Bob Zisk and Bert Schultz.
Patricia Falanga,
musician, poet, lover of languages, hails from Australia. Her poetry often is
also song, an ongoing unwillingness to submit to the so called "untuning of
the skies." In a time when much poetry has been severed from the receptivity
of the ear out of deference to the silence of the printed page, Patricia's
poetry stands out because it sings.
The Years
Whooping they arrive
and weeping go;
I follow where they beckon to and fro.
The seasons chase
each other round the sky
And night must follow day in ebb and flow.
Each year brings its new promise, then good-bye;
Its primary objective was
to die.
The fleeting years retreat into the past,
Just out of reach
however hard I try.
On time's tumultuous torrent holding fast,
I
cling determined to a creaking mast
And scan the sea for friends gone on
before
Who perished in the season's wintry blast.
My vessel edges
closer to the shore
Whose rugged outline I may not ignore,
And there,
beyond the breakers’ mighty roar,
The fickle years will come and go no
more.
Blizzard
Were I to be forevermore denied
Love and warmth
and all that I desire,
Still the world is not so cold or wide
That I
must return
To burn
And be consumed at your fire.
Snow and wind are
covering
My footsteps in the snow that lead from you.
Bitter winter
widens
Between your hearth and mine.
Night and blizzard tumble down
together.
Forever
Together.
I Recall Love
I recall love.
It's a tale of tears and laughter;
Castles, knights and maidens,
Fairy
tales of happy ever after.
Set the scene right!
Roses, sighs and
moonlight.
I recall love
For it happened
To me
Once upon a time.
Petit Menu de la Vie
Read the menu at the door!
Can you afford
Life's smorgasbord?
Dreams and illusions may greet us at dawning.
Fancy
and foibles will get us half way.
Ideas and goals take us through to the
evening
But all that is left at the end of the day
Is bitter despair and
dismay.
Now that you are undeceived,
Just say thank you as you leave.
Recommend us to a friend!
Please do come again!
Serenata to the Moon
The sun has set behind the hill.
The moon is rising in the sky
While all
around the world is still
And we are here, my pipes and I.
In the keep
the sheep lie tended.
In the town whose lights I see,
In her sleep a
maiden gentle
Maybe dreams a dream of me.
An owl arrests its silent
flight
In answer to my plaintive tune,
My lonely lovesong in the night,
My serenata to the moon.
Since I am a lonely shepherd
I must sing my
lovesong
To the moon.
Though Spring Is Here (A modern madrigal)
Though Spring is here
Its fragrant rites do not delight
Though all God's
creatures
Have their way both night and day.
Though Spring is here
Its flagrant charms and open arms
Must stay unheeded
While I go my
lonely way.
Though Spring is here
Its siren song is overlong
For love
has left
A chastened wasteland in my heart.
You Loved Me Now
Love
me now while we are young,
Before our happy song is sung,
Before the
good can turn to bad,
Before the kids can drive us mad
And when "too
easy" is "too hard"
And when fate deals that losing card,
Then maybe
you'll remember how
You loved me now.
Land of the Didgeridoo
My
heart is part of the mountains.
I fall to earth with the rains.
I am at
one with the dreamtime,
Run with the emu
Over the plains.
On high I
fly with the eagles.
I plumb the depths of the seas.
I dig for ants in
the mulga,
Dance with the brolga
Under the trees.
My land of red and
ochre,
I am at one with you.
I am in creeks and billabongs
From
Muniong to Uluru.
I am part of this vast land
And all of this land is
part of me.
From Uluru to the sea
My spirit wanders free.
Dingo I
know and koala.
I leap with the bush kangaroo.
I am asleep in the sand,
At peace in the land of the didgeridoo.
Terra Australis
Land of the
never-never,
You have been here forever,
Mountain and plain and river
Underneath these southern skies.
Deserts of red and ochre,
Rivers that
plunge below
To play in the tranquil glow
Where gorges take us by
surprise.
Far from the city lights,
The sheer splendour of your nights,
The stars teeming in an endless sky.
The vast silence of your days,
The
trees blending in the haze,
The hills blurring in a mist of time.
Rain
forest, golden beaches,
Mudflats and mangrove reaches,
Lakes where the
salt lies bleaching,
Waiting till the rivers flow.
Age old rocks dare to
stand here,
Tall in this ancient land here,
Just as their maker planned
here
In the dreamtime long ago.
Great southern land,
Eternal you
stand,
A rock as the stream flows by.
Deep in the dreaming
Time has
no meaning
Under a southern sky.
Our Southern Land
There is a
timeless land
Under an endless sky,
Set in a boundless sea,
Placed in
a southern clime,
Just as Baiame planned
In an age long gone by,
There for eternity,
There till the end of time.
Vast open plains call me
again.
This is our southern land.
I have to go. Just need to know
How
the wind blows there.
Far from the lights, star-crowded nights.
This is
our southern land.
Back of beyond beckons me on
Now.
Hush, My
Baby (A bush lullaby)
All the stars are brightly shining
In the mantle
of the sky.
Warm inside these arms of mine now,
Hush, my baby, don't you
cry.
Do you hear the mopoke calling,
Hear the north wind gently blow?
Do you hear the river falling
To the rocks below?
Frogs have made a
sing-song for us
In the reeds by the lagoon.
Dingoes lend a lonely
chorus,
Barking at the moon.
All the sounds of sky and ground
Are
singing you a lullaby.
Night has wrapped its cloak around us.
Hush, my
baby, don't you cry.
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Bob Zisk has
little to say beyond the acknowledgement that Patricia Falanga is a tough act
to follow. The poems he offers here are grounded in recent experience.
Afternoon Oil Change
I sit here in the auto dealership.
A
faint, wry smile is settling, lip on lip,
As I stare at the thin salesgirls
of Spring,
Who click their phones while the young robins sing.
Out
in the sales lot it's a lazy day
For auto sales, but not bad for girls'
play.
The girls are smiling but there are no customers
For them to lure
with smiles and tempting offers.
Their charms are practiced on their
telephones
And trying all the new games and ringtones.
Their thumbs
twirl with a ballerina's grace,
And not a worry crosses heart or face --
Not one concern for what the future holds,
What some clandestine
mortality withholds
In fates not yet revealed as warblers cry,
And
collared doves softly prophesy.
In the Spring Night
I lie on
my side of our bed,
And hear your voice in an owl's call.
My pain tells
me that you are dead.
This emptiness is picrid gall.
In bitterness
and lack of sleep
I cannot see you whom I seek.
All I can do is hurt and
weep,
And not deny that I am weak.
I cannot bear to be alone,
And
I ache that you are gone.
In darkness I hear the night moan
I weep in
silence before the dawn.
Walking Alone
I have taken the
left-handed path
That winds down to the black gates of death.
Wrapped in
sorry weeds of strangling loss
I've stood before those jaws I could not
pass.
I looked through the barred passage, stretched my hand
Through
the iron grille, and touched tracks in the sand,
And in the throaty moans
of somber doves,
I laid my grief among sad, severed loves.
I
turned away with empty arms. As light
Dimmed, I spun the wheel of day and
night.
I knew my sawtoothed pain would scarcely matter
In the cold ebb
and flow of Styx's water.
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Bert Schultz is a Philadelphian poet, technical writer, and award winning
film maker. He has made a widely distributed film about SDS and the
Student Movement of the 60s and 70s. Bert describes his poetry as Brechtian.
The Third Kissoff
I keep telling myself -
It doesn't even
rate on the scale of
Horrors of the mid-twentieth century -
The
Holocaust, Hiroshima and Nagasaki
2.7 million dead Vietnamese.
Now,
after 30 years, I get an email.
She goes - "How has your life been?"
I'm
like - "Fine."
“Where do you live?” “What do you do?”
“What are
your kids' names?”
This goes on for a few days, then stops.
We were
both very polite and friendly,
We never even hinted at the pregnancy.
She is too old now to have my child,
Her vagina must be dry and
menopausal,
Her breast saggy, her breath stale,
Her anus hemorrhoidal.
My cock not as hard as during the Johnson Administration,
I'm fat and
have bags under my eyes.
I snore,
And I have had extensive periodontal
degeneration.
What possible fruit from this queer mating?
So why do
I want her just as much?
Mostly Air
A spider web is mostly air,
Organized by strands that are
Stronger than steel, thinner than a hair.
My love for you is made of longing and denial,
Organized across the decades
and the miles
By maybe a dozen touches and a dozen smiles.
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June 2026:
Six poems by Angela Segredaki ...
Angela Segredaki holds a CW degree from Oxford University and loves poetry,
flowers, and people. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Blue
Unicorn, The Ekphrastic Review, New Lyre, Amsterdam Quarterly, Mouthful of
Salt, The Adelaide Literary Magazine, Lighten Up Online, The Dawntreader,
Snakeskin and elsewhere. She’s currently collaborating with the American
poet Julia Denton on a joint poetry collection.
"Since I first read
poetry by Angela Segredaki a couple years ago, I have been a fan. I first knew
her as an accomplished writer of formal verse. But these poems which Angela
recently sent me show that her range of expression is not confined to
accentual-syllabic verse. I hope that both regular readers of THT and visitors
will appreciate these very readable free verse poems as much as I do." (Bob
Zisk, May 25, 2026)
Gina asks for an ice cream to feed a pigeon
flowers and freshness
painted clouds float on a blue tablecloth
where Gina just finished her ice cream.
her dress, the chair, streaks
everywhere
a shared spill of sweetness.
she speaks to a pigeon,
unafraid
of fingertips or open hands
loneliness is not their tongue
it pecks at little weeds, seeking seeds
and they both belong to where they
stand
playing the game of being, ignoring
regrets and guilt streaks.
she speaks
like white jasmine, telling truths
I’ve forgotten, while the
pigeon
nods with understanding.
Gina then takes my hand and asks
in freshly grown words
for an ice cream for her bird-friend
making me
wonder, how I missed
the moment the bird said yes
Wooden Dolls’ Houses
dolls’ houses
those
wooden houses
that we used to play in when
we were
little
in one room we put a bed
where our dolls dreamt
and loved
dearly.
in
another room, they would sit together, together, together
and talk through the night.
wooden dolls’ houses
full of childhood
dreams
wooden people
wooden hearts
in one room
themselves
there are no other rooms
Beneath
To my soulmate Lies Nijdam
I lick my wounds in the dark
store sweetness like sunlight
keep the
old spell of return.
Nothing above ground bears witness
yet every
hill is swollen
the trees stripped bare
their stillness listens.
I unearth Demeter
a year that would not turn
a hand beside her
an
incantation—stay
in the bruised light
Or me
after the
divorce
and the women circling close
when my life slipped its roots.
We walked like that
across days that feigned emptiness
I went
low
and listened
They stayed.
Love
uprooted
goes dark
sweetens
one day
unannounced
green,
Inheritance
A sharp sound rang upon the ground
lost in leaves
and settling
shadows.
Deep in the night, my home was still
a moon moth perched
upon the sill.
The echo lingered, stirred the trees
a hush
uncoiled
through ivy greens.
The wind, the clouds, the breath of frost
whispered gently
'Think what you’ve lost.’
I turned, but
no one called my name
only silence
only cold.
When all at once, I knew what broke
a button slipped from
this old coat.
The woollen coat I had on
started showing
frayed and worn.
A second button
gone, not missed
the shoulders sagged
the torn threads
hissed.
The skin I wore was never mine
a borrowed gift
I could not shed.
And as the moonbeams
softly swarmed
I thought I felt
my mother’s arm.
This vagabond, too wide, too worn
held warmth I
never
claimed before.
And in the daybreak as light grew
I bore its
weight and walked on
through.
Threshold, with a Horse in the
Distance
Look, I thought what we built would love us enough
to take us
back. The way sometimes a body forgives
a back you’ve burdened past bearing
a heart you’ve asked and asked too much.
There were days so warm I
could feel my bones relaxing
like oars lifted from the water. We called
that happiness:
the slow clicking of engines in the dark.
We carried
plastic bags full of fruit
apologies hanging in closets beside last year’s
coats.
No villain, just the hungry habit of more:
more light, more
miles, more everything. Our love
wanted to grow past its edges, like
wisteria until
the fence remembers it has ribs.
I keep thinking about
the first glacier between us
how it kept dripping; a language of patience
I didn’t understand. I was young enough to think
weight meant forever.
You took my hand. Your hand was weather then;
April, not August. Later the
heat came
and made itself ordinary. Not all at once. Like anger:
quiet,
then claiming your voice.
We conjugated it. We got fluent.
We
had crossed the line where canopy becomes cinder.
The forest inside us knew
before we did.
The day you broke a plate and laughed.
The day I cried in
the produce aisle
without a name for it.
Meanwhile the world
kept tilting toward its thick fever
and so did I. Not punishment; just the
body saying enough
and the window opening.
The horse in the distance
keeps running
unhaltered. The world swells beyond its limits
fissured,
still leafing in the broken places.
The light is already doing its foolish,
faithful thing
across the face of the water.
Mrs Prometheus
She does not remember
when the sentence was passed
only that
each morning
is fastened to her.
The alarm cleaves the dark.
A small hand finds her sleeve.
Milk warms. Shoes are found.
The day
begins before she does
at the sink, at the bus stop
in the
fluorescent glare of the office.
It returns,
not myth
but the same
precise taking:
the quiet subtraction
of what she might have been.
Still, she stands.
In meetings where her voice
is taken, repackaged,
returned
with a different name.
In corridors where her body
is
measured before her words arrive.
In numbers that tilt
slightly away
from her.
Evening:
she gathers what remains of herself
from the
margins of the day.
A voice sparked
bright as flame.
Hands, reaching.
Here,
the theft undone.
Fire passed quietly
in stories half-told.
It is not grand.
But it persists
through exhaustion
through small
violences
no one records
through the long arithmetic
of being
diminished
and continuing.
Tomorrow, it will come again.
And again
she will rise into it.
Not untouched.
Not unmarked.
Still carrying
heat
kept alive
enough to warm
the next pair of hands.
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