Charles (Charlie) Southerland lives peaceably on his critter-filled 240 acre
farm in North-Central Arkansas where he makes walking and hiking sticks to sell
and writes poems when he has the time. He has poems published or forthcoming in
a few good journals: Measure, The Lyric, The Road Not Taken, Trinacria, The
Pennsylvania Review, First Things, Blue Unicorn, The Rotary Dial, and
others. Charlie likes to write sonnets, sapphics and villanelles. He enjoys
trying other forms, except ghazals.
When I heard your mother departed, left this
life, left you alone with a father you scant
knew, I wept for you, for your loss, your heartache.
You were so young then.
She was joyful, fabulous with her humor,
always, always ready with gleeful laughter
even when your father was sailing coastlines,
mapping for Solon.
She would send for me at the oddest instance,
night or day, and graciously I would visit.
We would write of gatherings, orchards, fig trees,
flowers and islands.
Playing games with you on mosaic tables
scattered near the fountains of Aphrodite
pleased her so—the abacus always favored.
You were a bright child.
There was no denying it: understanding
was your gift, gods happily casting lightning,
saturating liberally your mind's eye.
Who could have known it?
You were never babyish but reflective,
even when your mother and I debated
over which stringed instrument you would study.
Memories mock me...
Lyre! she stomped deliberately, the lyre, sir.
It was such a delicate thing and complex
too. And all the cruelties relied upon it,
Lying there hidden.
Its forbidden devious beauty quiet,
stirred by fingers tenderly roused, provoked by
my instruction, thespian that I was, tasked.
Vanity took me.
Your dynamic fingers obeyed me fully,
striking strings with vividly poised aplomb, your
yellow locks seductively twined and flowing.
Willowy limbs took.
They took hold like zinnias blooming, dancing
smartly like viscaria after cloudbursts.
Blue eyes like Ionian waters sparkled,
prisoners held fast.
Here, you grew, your musical murmurs nymph-led,
mated with your lyre in the form of mystic
sorcery confounding my sense of being.
Oracles haunt me.
When your mother’s death in the winter carried
you to darkness, nausea took hold like bone chills
clawing hard at militant places tearing.
Myrmidon Fates came.
When they came, they mercilessly denied you
solace, forcing mutiny to your surface—
lava from Vesuvius, unrestrained, flowed
charring your essence.
You survived somehow in the thrashing harvest,
gleaned your childhood agonies, shocked and gathered
all of that and never betrayed your Self once.
Quiddity drowned there.
When your aunt came, whisked you to Athens, took you
from us, I was governing your estate on
Lesbos, thought I never again would see you.
Zeus intervened, though.
You returned, a woman exemplifying
grace and beauty, relishing home and comforts.
All who met you reveled in joy’s regaling.
You preferred the love of the girls to cloying
boys' advances—principled, prescient lovers,
fiercely loyal, purposeful, skilled in your arts.
Many men came courting for your affections,
undeterred by sentiments you displayed to
them of fairer maidens collaborating.
You rebuffed them stoically, all but one though.
Maybe you were left with the empty womb’s pain.
I suspected tentacles there attached, pulled…
Comedy's drama stuck.
Cleis came so named, and the whole of Lesbos
cheered her birthing, celebrants all endowing
her with gifts and treasures a child should dream of.
Burgeoning young sprout.
Long forgotten, loosely bound golden curls swayed—
babbling, lively chattering, long erased wisps...
Still, the axis Cronus devised kept turning.
Turning and turning.
Marriage made you flammable, focused, jocose—
writing, singing, teaching the girls the same arts,
all the time encouraging his adventures,
pushing him wayward.
She reminded me of a younger you, your
mother, chasing breathlessly after shadows.
Aging, I could amble along and trick her.
Afterwards, we'd faint.
Little Cleis grew and her voice raised pillars.
Duos, you both went singing the Siren’s lyrics,
tunes entrancing denizens, sating Pleiades.
Sensuous poems flew.
Both of you have sailed on the seas to foreign
lands, performed as dyads and cronies, slain worlds,
seen the gods and goddesses, Mount Olympus.
Drunk from their vineyards.
You came home in time for the autumn harvest.
I had taken offerings to the temple.
She was with the girls at the school consorting.
Pallid, the horse neighed.
O my Sappho, where have you gone? The Boatman's
come, your last love, fresh-filled amphora olive
oil for Charon, Hades, the journey launching—
glutting the Styx full.
Love of mine, I'll finish the care of Cleis.
These old bones will faithfully guide her calling,
wipe her tears and sing in the morning's reason,
gather your ashes.